Just came back from the worst birthday party ever. Not worst because the host wasn't good enough, but it was more of the company. Besides, I wasn't that close to him. Even seeing Philip after a few years, the ambience was awkward enough to continue a long conversation.
Worse, the guys that were close to me couldn't even do much to make the situation better. I'm not blaming them but really it's just awkward. I couldn't help but play with my phones like as if I had some big business going on.
Either than I'm being too socially awkward. But I doubt I was the only one there that felt that way but I just couldn't make friends with them as well.
I had to play 2 rounds of mahjong but it was still weird. I just couldn't find joy sitting right under the aircon shivering.
But sigh... With all the hell I've facing with work everyday and now..